| well damn |
[Aug. 20th, 2009|02:08 pm] |
4 years later i remember the password to this livejournal account. hmm...cool i guess.
so anybody still use livejournal now a days. lol |
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| omg he is back |
[Jul. 23rd, 2005|09:03 pm] |
nope false alarm but hey i do have my new journal up. yeah you people have 5 entries to read so um yeah go there and read them now. woot and if i didnt add you and you want to add me then add me and ill add you back. did that make sense? sure it did. go there now.
The new journal
user name is _omegadoom_ the name taken from my star wars galaxies character. yes im such a loser.
see ya guys |
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| the end of comaboogienutz |
[Jul. 22nd, 2005|02:04 am] |
yep this is the end. im not going to write in this journal anymore. ive decided that if i want to forget about the past and everything the way to do it would be getting rid of this journal for starters. ill let people know when i have a new journal up. until then see ya guys.
april 13th 2001 to july 22nd 2005
753 journal entries
617 comments posted
1106 comments received
thank you guys for all the love. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|01:51 am] |
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im thinking its time to end this journal. too much bullshit went into this journal. too many memories. too much of everything. yeah i think its time to start something new. ill let you guys know though. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|02:13 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | pantera-drag the waters | ] |
ok so im a dork and i created a popular people suck chatroom on our ventrilo server. lol. yes look up dork in the dictionary and there will be a picture of me there. |
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| The Unnamed Feeling (750th entry) |
[Jul. 21st, 2005|11:40 am] |
Alot of people did not like the st.anger by Metallica but I like so much shit music wise in general so of course I have always liked the album. granted i would agree not as good as the puppets or justice album but none the less i like it. i think this song is probably a song everyone can relate to one way or another thats why im posting the lyrics. i know its a song i can relate alot to. anyways ill update a real entry soon. probably later on today. enjoy. just realized i am 3/4 of the way to 1000 entries. kinda sad cause ive had this journal since april of 2001 and i know i probably had at least 400 or so entries in 2001 alone. lol. well look at like this though this is the 9th day in a row ive posted something. i havent done that since august of 2001. so yeah go me!!!! =P
"The Unnamed Feeling"
Been here before
Been here before couldn't say I liked it
Do I start writing all this down?
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be uncrazy?
Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if I could I'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's comin'
It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each momnent here I die a little more
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I can not sleep in this down filled world
I've found safety in this loneliness
But I cannot stand it anymore
Cross my heart and hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it will be here soon
It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each moment here I die a little more
Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And I wait for this train
Toes over the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away
Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
It hate it all, why? Why? Why me?
I cannot sleep wth a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away |
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| about nick |
[Jul. 20th, 2005|03:10 am] |
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here we go for a different kinda journal entry. leave comments about whatever you want about yours truly. this entry is all yours. say whatever you want. you can leave your name or do it anonymously. i dont really care. just say whatever you want about me. =) |
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| fade to black |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|01:03 am] |
| [ | music |
| | metallica-fade to black | ] |
"Fade to Black"
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye |
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| giving up?? |
[Jul. 18th, 2005|03:58 am] |
you know if there is one thing in life i have learned over the years is that despite what you hear or what you read from other that you should never give up in what you believe in or whom you believe in. when the chips are down and everything is stacked against you, you just dont give it and just push to reach your destination or goal. so lets do an lj cut and talk about the events that transpired.
( Read more... )anyways im tired and it was a long night so im going to end it there. night all and catina regardless of everything i still luv ya and i still care deeply about you and you sre stuck with me cause im not going anywhere anytime soon. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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| |  numb | ] |
wow. i just really dont know what to say right now. im just like really numb right now. guess ill just say the one thing that popped in my head
fucking sucks to be me. |
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| interesting |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
| In a Past Life... | 
You Were: A Lazy Dancer.
Where You Lived: Alaska.
How You Died: The Plague. |
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| quiz hell |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|03:34 am] |
 | You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeat
Romantic Kisser | | 100% | Yippy Ki Yay! | | 75% | Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for | | 38% | </td>
How good do you kiss?
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| haha sweet |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|03:27 am] |
 | You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.
Sex God | | 90% | A Slave To BDSM | | 88% | A Romantic | | 75% | Virgin | | 43% | </td>
How are you in bed
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[Jul. 17th, 2005|02:59 am] |
 | You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!
Goth | | 80% | Rocker, Mosher | | 70% | Emo | | 40% | Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev | | 10% | Prepy | | 5% | Skater | | 0% | Trendy | | 0% | </td>
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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| i have 9 lives, 8 and a half are dead already |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|07:30 pm] |
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| |  relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nirvana-lake of fire | ] |
i couldnt really think of a subject so i came up with that stupid shit. lol. anyways. what is going on everyone? not much here. im tired and im just sorta relaxing listening to some nirvana unplugged. this cd really mellows the hell out of me. so here we go with the events of yesterday and today.
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well think thats it for now see ya guys. |
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| the night would not be complete |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|03:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ozzy-paranoid | ] |
without posting the lyrics to my favorite song of all time. what is it? if you guessed paranoid by black sabbath you win. what you win? i really dont fucking know. lol.
Paranoid
Finished with my woman
'Cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane
Because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things
But nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind
If I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me
Occupy my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me
The things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness
I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh
And you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel
And love to me us so unreal
And so as you hear these words
Telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life
I wish I could but it's too late |
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| dont go away...dont ever go away |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:23 am] |
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| |  satisfied | ] |
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| | ozzy-suicide solution | ] |
its been almost a week that ive been in a good mood. i dont feel like the same person anymore. i feel like different. its hard to put into words. i just know my attitude at work has definetly changed too. even elizabeth was like ok where is nick and what have you done with him. lol. nah im the same guy just a tad bit happier. so this is today's events:( Read more... ) |
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| woot |
[Jul. 14th, 2005|01:12 am] |
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| | peaceful | ] |
well today was an uneventful day for the most part until just a few hours ago. i was off today didnt do much of anything. took about a 3 and a half hour nap earlier this morning. was nice to just lay there and do nothing.
basically the rest of the evening i spend watching metallica live dvds and cranking some live metallica. then of course catina came online and wrote that journal entry. im still like sitting here in awe about it. its been such a long time since someone has made me feel so special and so important and you know what i dont ever want this feeling to go away. i honestly while reading that was so happy i started shedding tears of happiness. on the positive side of things even if nothing were to go on between the two of us i think we will forever have a very strong and close friendship. man she is just an awesome and sweet girl. ive been like smiling for days now because of her and hell ive been inspired to write again because of her and i even want to pick up a guitar again. no one has ever come into my life like that and has inspired me to do all this shit. she is very special to me and regardless of what happens i know that i am a changed man.
im sorta remembering now that there are people in the world who generally are kind and who care about your feelings and will do anything in the world to make you happy.
thank you catina for everything. love ya =) |
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[Jul. 14th, 2005|01:09 am] |
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think im still speechless after what i read in catina's journal. im going to livejournal cut it and then i am going to write an entry of my own. so here we go
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